Saturday, July 16, 2005
Entry 0042: XV The Devil
This new job I got...good oro bad?
惡魔是由人內心的慾念而生,代表你被自己的慾望所縛,無法自拔。你被自己的自私和傲驕所困,還有什麼比這更容易毀滅一個人呢?
正位的含意:受到拘束而感到不自由、卑躬屈膝、淪為慾望的俘虜、頹廢的生活、隱瞞事實、誘惑的陷阱。
逆位的含意:擺脫不良誘惑、斷絕、拋棄慾望、有脫離現狀的機會、獲得解脫。
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Monday, July 11, 2005
Entry 0039: A new job, a new life
I had been too relaxed for the pass three years, and I found that the new job is a little bit hard to cob up with.
My type of job are suppose to be though, staying late, trying to solve a problem where nobody know how to, facing a system that is like a complete stranger…I have to define my own focus/interest, learn as much as I can while finishing the task assigned. I can ask for training, and there are a lot of good exposures for myself.
I had been studying the company, and I notice 2 facts:
1. The boss prefers to invest into the stuff rather than expensive hardware.
2. The company likes to send junior to pick up more and more responsibility, testing their limits.
My target here,
1. get as many certificates as I can:
i. CCNA, CCNP
ii. MCSE 2003
iii. CISSP
2. try to get involve into projects, helps to brush up my CV.
My life won’t be as easy as before, hope I am strong enough.
男人的野心與能力不成正比是最悲哀的。
Friday, July 01, 2005
Entry 0038: 離
Of all the time I'm working, I haven't give enough of myself to the job, it's like a 3 years summer holiday for me. More than 60% of the time I was doing non job relevant thing... Not a qualified employee, hugh?
I found that those I missed most are the friends I had made in the office. It's hard to make friends at the age, espesially after you are working in a society. The nature of friendship are usually not as pure as those you made when you are younger. I'm glad that I can still make some good friends at this age.